对不起 X 8

对不起 因为我的自私想法 让你感到不自在
对不起 没有考虑你的想法 却让你不知所措
对不起 因为我的一句告白 连友情都难继续
对不起 因为现在我的出现 请你别一再逃避
对不起 如果说我欺骗了你 因没找到更好的 理由和你碰面
对不起 如果你觉得不自在 请你一定告诉我 好让我远离你
对不起 我还是无法忘记你 给我一点点时间 来淡忘你的事
对不起 脑海都是你的画面 无法消去的画面 因为我还爱你

悼念 許瑋倫 車禍死亡

車禍重傷的偶像藝人許瑋倫昨晚不治，結束二十八年如煙火般絢爛而美麗的一生。

經過兩天搶救，許瑋倫昨天下午五時零九分心跳停止，醫院搶救兩個半小時，晚上七時卅七分仍宣告不治，守在加護病房外的父母及弟弟放聲大哭。

台中市澄清醫院副院長黃仁杰表示，許瑋倫昏迷指數一直停留在三，腦水腫嚴重，無法降壓，心跳原一分鐘有六十幾下，但昨天下午五時零九分，心跳突然停止，馬上緊急搶救，出動加重症醫學科、腦神經外科及胸腔外科十餘名醫師接力搶救，仍無法從死神手中救回。

澄清醫院重症加護中心主任吳整昌表示，許瑋倫廿六日晚間送院時，四肢無反應、無法說話，瞳孔放大對光無反應，心跳雖仍在運作，但因腦水腫，腦壓一直無法下降，持續壓迫腦中樞神經，胸腔因強大撞擊，造成挫傷性內出血，輸血超過一萬西西。

他指出，昨天下午許瑋倫心跳突然停止，血氧濃度下降，立刻使用強心劑，並作心外按摩，急救的兩個半小時過程中，曾一度恢復心跳，但又停止。

「我們看她年輕，很捨不得，相信她可以撐得過，多花了五倍時間搶救！」吳整昌說，類似狀況一般急救時間約三、四十分，因許瑋倫搶救時一度有心跳反應，十餘名醫生奮勇接力心外按摩，希望她能再有心跳，但最後仍告不治，「我們都盡力了！」

家屬在醫院宣布許瑋倫不治後，先在醫院地下室設簡易靈堂，接著討論後事，今天凌晨零時卅分將許瑋倫遺體連夜運回台北，移靈至慈恩園。

許瑋倫往生，出事時開車的助理林怡妏，精神狀況一直不好，大家不敢告訴她噩耗。

林怡妏綽號「小烏龜」，雖然擔任許瑋倫的助理才一年多，但兩人情同姊妹，圈內眾所皆知。她原本是許瑋倫的粉絲，大學畢業後開始幫許瑋倫工作，傻大姐的個性與許瑋倫十分投緣，加上朝夕相處，關係早已從工作夥伴轉變為朋友，生活中的喜怒哀樂，許瑋倫都與「小烏龜」分享。

兩人出國或到外地出差，都睡同一間房；拍戲空檔，兩人會像國中女生一樣，光是玩「猜拳抓亂頭髮」就可以瘋半小時，車禍發生後，雙方的友人都不敢告訴林怡妏有關許瑋倫的情形，擔心她得知實際狀況後會情緒崩潰。

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我们无法预测明天的事，后天的事还是以后的事。人生是如此的脆弱，事情往往发生在你不知道的情况下，失去了身边的最亲密的人。在没任何的告知下，也没有任何的提示， 他或她就这样离你而去，让所有的人不知所措以及悲伤。

离开一个人只需要一秒钟，珍惜与爱一个人则是一段遥远又没有终点站的路。所以珍惜还在世上的身边亲密爱人，以免感到惋惜与后悔。

绝对不要让自己感到后悔。。。绝对。。。绝对。。。

S.H.E 移动城堡世界巡回演唱会 2007 （S.H.E "Perfect 3" Singapore Concert 2007）

Today is my 3rd time watching their concert performance since 2003 if I wasnt wrong. Their 1st concert is combine with Power Station and Zhang Zhi Chen and 2 years later they had their 1st very own concert and follow by today. 1st concert was held in Suntec Conventional Hall 6th floor and both the 2nd and 3rd was held in Singapore Indoor Stadium.

This concert is great comparing with the previous one, at least the sound systems were much better than last time. Their performance were better and much promisng then the previous one. Their songs and their singing are great when listening to the actual voices. Worth the money I have spend ($150) and all the while I watch the SHE concerts are with my ITE friend, Nicholas, who is fan of SHE. So calling him to watch the concert isn't a problem... Lol...

Ella had 2 solo performaces with one playing choir type drum and playing piano while singing David Tao's "爱很简单"

Selina performance sexy dancing with sexy clothes. A very good performance done by her with 3 sets of dancing.

Hebe performace her drum skill in the last as I thought that they had skipped her performance since having 2 groups of special guests... But she performance it when it was almost the end of the concert... Her drum skill is great with the combination with the drummer playing as her background drumming...

SHE had their own solo performance each, their special guests are 飞轮海 and 孙燕姿...飞轮海 start their singing with Hebe as they had a song sang with her and followed by 2 of their songs... Although I forgotten the title of the songs... One is rock while another is sentimental...

孙燕姿 starts to sing "第一天" with SHE and then she sang "完美的一天" and "梦不落" ...

When the concert about to end, SHE came down from the stage and went round the square route when singing "美丽新世界". Luckily I was just there and all I need to do is stand up and get one step closer to the fence. But of course the fans will start to push down their way to the front and start to squeeze against one another. This was my 1st time being so close to SHE and I felt that I was kinda lucky that I had chose those seats.

Their concert starts at 8.30pm and ended at 11pm. 2 and half hours concert seems ended very fast as their songs are stunning and great with wonderful clothes and performaces. No one will have a chance to watch else where as their eyes were busy watching the concert. The spectators wont feeling bored through the whole concert.

Hope to see them soon again in the near future. Their concert is worth the money and effort.

后序

始终还在我的脑海中浮现
你的表情与无奈
都写在简讯里的对话中
明知答案会如此的残酷
我虽然有心知肚明
但是我抵不过迎面而来得打击
承受不了的绝望
让我在这条路上累了
累得精疲力尽
累得仿佛世界与我
隔了一道厚厚的墙壁
无法打碎
也无法聆听别人对我说的话

虽然表面上看似平常的我
但内心没人能知
回想那事我所做的一切
还真的很傻
像一个白痴一样
搞得自己一身的疲累
想想还真的有点
耽误了自己的时间
就当作是一个经验吧
不过这个疗伤的过程
还真辛苦

不被遗忘的回忆

翻看电脑中的一些照片
无意间看到了你的照片
望着银幕上的你
脑海中浮现过去的点点滴滴
仿佛让我感觉到当时的痛，失望与无奈

还以为时间会冲淡一切
但不如我所愿
也许这段回忆
就算时间过得再久
也不会被冲淡
也不会被遗忘
永远留在心中
的某一个角落

Adidas Court Rib TT

Last night (13th Jan 07), I went to The Cathay to look for the new arrival Adidas jacket. I went there on the day before with my friend (Wendy) as she had purchased one for her husband but the colour she had chose doesnt seem to be a nice colour.

I was attracted to this white jacket, cos white is one of my fav colour. With yellow Adidas Original logo along with 3 dark green strips at the side. I was hold back whether to buy or not but last night after shopping along Orchard road. And after some pushing and comments from my friend (Gayho), I decided to buy this one as not to regret again.

As this colour combination just arrive in Singapore 4 days ago (as dated from 13th jan 07), it's very new and unique colour from Adidas and all the while I always looking for a Adidas jacket. This one fulfil my ideal jacket. By the way, it cost SGD119.90 . Really heart pain...

After 10 days...

After 10 days of year 2007, nothing much had change with my life... still the same old ways of life... kinda bored... hopefully something different which is good change my life... need something fresh and new... gain some wonderful experiences...

Although last year's memory is still fresh in my mind... just like things happened yesterday... Life in Army and life in school make a big turn for me... it's great to be a student but it's not really great to be one at my age... so i need to be work more harder as not to disappoint myself and my family and friends... It's ganna tough and tired with not much support given... and what i sense is stress given by the people around me... i know that i shouldnt pick up this type of stress as it's given by people but not myself... but no choice... this is my character...