Stupid Dream...

Few days ago, I had this dream about the girl I like... although alittle bit forgotten what's the dream like... Somehow I was inside a car driving, she sitting beside me... sending her home and knowing she stay at 2nd floor of the building (maybe as dream always isnt that true)... Seem like getting along quiet well... in this dream, my driving skill kinda sux as I can feel it... weird enough to be able to experience my dream...

Short Outing

Last night went out with my poly friends for MST celebration... Sort of... thought we were going to have something good for dinner... Indeed, we went to eat burger king for dinner at Marina Square... Then after that go Suntec to play arcade and get some capsule japan handphones...

Suppose to have some chat after playing... but suddenly Wendy's stomach not feeling well and we had to end our day just like this...

Yr 2 Sem 2 MST Finally over...

Yes! The day has come and it's happened... Although today's paper, Logic Design, come out to be quiet a different one... more difficult than the past years papers I have done... Later will be going out to celebrate the MST over... But still dont know where to go and what to do... Hope not a bored one...

And again she's not joining us for the dinner and after that event... And also rejected to go out to buy my gift for my parent as I asked whether if she's ok to come out and suggest what to buy or not to buy... I asked her out of course not because of this but got other reason behind it... I think she had sense that I have had something for her and she rejected me by giving alot of excuses this and that... How do I to ask her out... depression....

MST week started...

After a week of studying, MST week is finally here... Dont know will be able to get through smoothly... I MMS her a "Good luck pic" wishing her all the best and good luck in her MST... Thought she will not reply to me... But after 1 hrs plus or so... she reply with "Thanks... u too.." I was really suprise that she reply me... She still a girl I dun really understand what she thinking...

I had broken my own SMS message record with 829 messages sent... Although this isnt any big deal but I didnt send out so much... I did this on purposely in some ways as I can sms her... trying to know more about her and get to know better but seem like it's a wrong way to do...

Good luck to myself for the coming MST...

MST is near!!!

Hai... still at the bottom... dunno how to study for oop and logic design.... math is ok for me... get depressed and stress as the time getting nearer... negative thoughts had been coming into my mind... is it asking me to prepare for the worse?? this isnt the 1st time having negative thoughts thou... but still kinda worry about it... wondering am i setting too high of myself just not to get regret over things? i think this is the one of the reasons behind it...

today went to collect auto cad stuff from my lady friend and saw the gal was also there... but when i enter the room, all my friends look up but she didnt... while they also talk to me for awhile but she didnt... am i too sensitive over her? i was wondering... is it becos her character is like this... or she avoiding me...? dunno what to do now... but hope to get out with her once as i had planned to buy a present gift for my mum and get an excuse to ask her to help me to select a good gift... as for negative thoughts... she will reject me telling me that she's not free or watever reason is it...

really really tired... no hint no encouragement and nothing that i aware of... *sign* maybe i will be giving up... my mentality is dropping... so does my morale...