我们的伤心。续。

上一个星期六早上，她传了一个简讯给我
上面写说有一个礼物放在门，口是给我的
是为了庆祝我们四个月在一起
我就急得开门，原来是拼图
是在上上一个星期天在新达城买的
图案和框是我选的
她在测验来临前把它拼完
我看了之后
泪洒满面
然后她在简讯中说无论我传什么简讯
她都不会回复
但我告诉她无论如何我都会传简讯的

一整个早上整个人都心不在焉
做什么事都使不上力
吃早餐都没胃口

要到中午时
我就传简讯说
叫她记得吃饭
冷的话记得喝热饮和穿外套等等的话
她没回复

大约一个小时后
她传了简讯说她现在在我家楼下
我看了之后赶快跑去楼下找她
看到她坐在椅子等着
于是我坐在她身边
然后我们互相道歉
互相抱着对方哭着
互相安慰彼此

Movies that we had watch before (update on 25 Nov 07)

Movies that we had watch before:

1) Transformer (07/07/07) @ The Cathay
2) 男儿本色- Invisible Target (21/07/07) @ Eng Wah Suntec
3) Ratatouille (25/08/07) @ GV Vivo
4) 不能说的。秘密 - Secret (27/08/07) @ Cathay Cineleisure
5) Evan Almighty (01/09/07) @ The Cathay
6) No Reservation (08/09/07) @ Plaza Singapular
7) The Invasion (18/09/07) @ Plaza Singapular
8) I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry (09/10/07) @ GV Vivo
9) Voice Of The Murderer (16/10/07) @ Cathay Cineleisure
10) The Seeker (28/09/07) @ Plaza Singapular
11) The Game Plan (05/11/07) @ Shaw Lido
12) Bee Movie (24/11/07) @ Cathay Cineleisure
13) Enchanted (25/11/07) @ Cathay Cineleisure

我们的伤心

今天是我们的四个月纪念日却是彼此的伤心日

早上她传简讯给我，说彼此在期中测验结束之前不要见面
为了让彼此有时间读书，好来应付期中测验
我传了几封简讯给她之后
决定尊重她的意见，也给了她我的承诺

事情发生在中午12点钟
我打给她的手机但她却关掉了
我也传了几封简讯也没有回复
约3点钟时，她回复了我简讯
我就趁去上厕所的时间打电话给她
打了3次电话之后才接我的电话
我问她在哪里但她拒绝回答
我什么问她，告诉她我会不放心
问她人在哪里？
好让我放心但她还是不回答
她一直说是个秘密
过了几分钟之后，我莫名其妙的生气就挂电话了

我在5点半离开了学校
然后到乌节路买她一直想要的读书包包
约了她的妹妹在车站见面，然后把礼物送给她
还告诉她的妹妹要把礼物放在她的床上

在这期间，我没有传简讯给她
虽然我有在生她的气，但我很希望传简讯给她
但又怕会干扰到她
约七点多时，她传简讯给我
说她已经到家了
后来我们传了平时都会问的问题与答案
多数都是她问我答

事情就在11点钟之后就发生了
在简讯中，我问了为什么不相信我给她的承诺
在简讯中，我也告诉她我是一个不直得信赖的男友
因为我的女友不相信我
怕我会破掉彼此的约定去找她

在简讯中，我 承认我的错也跟她道歉了好几回
她也跟我道歉因为她不知道我会如此认真的对待事情
她还跟我开玩笑
她还说她的心很痛
说我是她最相信的人，她怎么可能不相信我
这时我的眼泪落了下来，我相信她哭了
在简讯中，她叫我自己决定我们的未来
忽然之间， 我觉得我给了她的压力好大
这份压力在这之前
我并不知道它如此沉重

过了一阵子之后
我马上打给她因为她没回复简讯
但她的手机却关掉了
我打去她的家，如我所料是她的妹妹接电话
在电话中，她的妹妹说她已经睡着了
我再三的问，她的妹妹还是说她已经睡着了
我只好挂电话

过后，我就传了简讯说
我跟她道歉，让她伤心是我的不对
希望我们能忘记，不要放在心上
过去的事就算了
希望她明天会愿意接我的电话。。。

我希望她愿意给我机会去改进自己
我会尽我的全力改进自己

05 Nov 07

Last week Tues (30 Oct 07), I was on the way accompany my Dear home... We had dinner at Bugis KFC then we took bus 852 to Thomson Road and change bus to bring her home... While we alight from the Thomson Road (near old police academy), walked along a path and intend to cross towards opposite road to wait for bus. The time was 8.40pm approximately.

I was bitten by snake when we walked into a path where there was no light shown on the path. Not bitten once but twice, first, I was accidentally step onto the snake's body and it got up to bit me. I didnt notice it was a snake, I released my foot and I thought that it was an insect bite. When I looked down and notice it was average size and about a meter long snake, it bitted me the second time. I quickly dragged her behind me and asked her to be careful but she didnt notice what's happening. She screamed when she saw the snake sizzling back to the bush.

She quickly hold and bring me back to the bus stop and sit down to check the wound. There are 4 holes on my right foot. She quickly use the plastic bag to tie up my foot to avoid poison from flowing to my heart and tried to call for taxi. After a few minutes, we were able to get a cab and brought us to SGH A&E...

Upon arriving the SGH, I was quickly send for checkup and immediately sent to the emergency treatment room to check for the condition. It was time 9.10pm when I was inside the room. I was injected a vaccine and my Dear nervously called my mum. After awhile, I was sent to the dressing room to clean my wound and about 10pm, I was sent to the observation room. This is where I met my mum, grandma and my Dear. My mum bring me a jacket.

I asked them to wait outside as the path was narrow and it was difficult for staffs to move around. In awhile, I was sent to x-ray department to scan for bone and I was sent twice because the radiologist forgot to scan another side of my foot.

When I back to observation room, it was somewhere 11pm. I asked whether I can accompany my parents outside since my condition was fine. The nurse allowed me. I went to find them and saw them sitting outside first row of seats. My Dear accompany me to buy supper for my grandma after buying hot drinks for them. We bought Korean instant bowl noodles, vanilla bread and pads for her needs.

We brought the things back and let my grandma had her supper. At 12.30am in the morning, I accompany them to taxi stand and seeing them taking cab to home. I went back to the observation room and play my nds game for awhile before going for urine sample test at 1.20am. After that, I lay down and sleep. It was a uncomfortable night, someone opposite sleep so soundly until I can heard him snoring and the doctor and nurse came to me to check on my condition every hour. I woke up at around 4am to take another urine test and went to sleep again.

I was told that I can discharged at around 6am in the morning but no one came to me for discharging me. At around 7.30am, I asked the nurse whether I can discharged? The nurse then send a group of attachment students from NYP to check on my blood pressure and the doctor came to final up my condition. She gave me antibiotics and pain killers.

I took cab at almost 8am and it was raining quiet heavy. I reached home, bathed and ate my breakfast then around 11am I went to school to do my e-learning assignments.

Movies that we had watch before (update on 05 Nov 07)

Movies that we had watch before:

1) Transformer (07/07/07) @ The Cathay
2) 男儿本色- Invisible Target (21/07/07) @ Eng Wah Suntec
3) Ratatouille (25/08/07) @ GV Vivo
4) 不能说的。秘密 - Secret (27/08/07) @ Cathay Cineleisure
5) Evan Almighty (01/09/07) @ The Cathay
6) No Reservation (08/09/07) @ Plaza Singapular
7) The Invasion (18/09/07) @ Plaza Singapular
8) I Now Pronounce You ChuckAnd Larry (09/10/07) @ GV Vivo
9) Voice Of The Murderer (16/10/07) @ Cathay Cineleisure
10) The Seeker (28/09/07) @ Plaza Singapular
11) The Game Plan (05/11/07) @ Shaw Lido