Hai... still at the bottom... dunno how to study for oop and logic design.... math is ok for me... get depressed and stress as the time getting nearer... negative thoughts had been coming into my mind... is it asking me to prepare for the worse?? this isnt the 1st time having negative thoughts thou... but still kinda worry about it... wondering am i setting too high of myself just not to get regret over things? i think this is the one of the reasons behind it...
today went to collect auto cad stuff from my lady friend and saw the gal was also there... but when i enter the room, all my friends look up but she didnt... while they also talk to me for awhile but she didnt... am i too sensitive over her? i was wondering... is it becos her character is like this... or she avoiding me...? dunno what to do now... but hope to get out with her once as i had planned to buy a present gift for my mum and get an excuse to ask her to help me to select a good gift... as for negative thoughts... she will reject me telling me that she's not free or watever reason is it...
really really tired... no hint no encouragement and nothing that i aware of... *sign* maybe i will be giving up... my mentality is dropping... so does my morale...
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