Saturday, September 23, 2006

School Re-opening Soon~!

Should I be sad or happy? Have alot of other personnel tasks haven much completed... Haven get to know well with a gal. She kinda difficult to talk with as she seldom talk. When I talks to her or sms her... I have a feeling that it's more like asking and answering... Hope she can understand how I feel towards her...

I have been wondering why always I like some special gals??? Every time I think back and suprise that I always find those who are seldom talking or should I say quiet type... Or those very difficult to understand what's her thinking type... Can anyone explain why? Is it because something inside my heart wants me to get this type of gal to guide me something?? I was wondering does the Master Chou telling me is true or not? Cos he told me that I will not have one in this year... How I wish this one is not true... Oh please man... I getting giving up on been step into relationship and becoming a bachelor...

I was suprise that she willing to come out on 18 Sept 06 but of cos with other friends along... I was wondering is it becos got other friends along so she doesn't mind coming out celebrating my belated birthday... We go and eat Long John Silver at Marina Square for lunch after we had settle our Gems regristation... She sat beside me and I was "wow" but I am professional in covering up my feelings and act normal... just like normal friends... Later went to shop around and dumped into a bag shop... I hope to get a new bag to replace my old one as I get the wrong cutting design. I purposely asked her for suggestion but she didn't say anything... Sad to say... think I need to get to work harder...

We went to watch a horror movie "Pulse". As I normally not really like to watch horror show but have no choice. Luckily the show not really scary at all. BUT WHAT MOST IMPORTANT is... She sat beside me again.. Oh yeah... Thanks for my friends... For those who knows... Really thanks... After the show, we went for dinner. At first she said that she going home for dinner but luckily her mum did not buy her dinner. So she had no choice but to eat with us... At that point of time, I had an OS :"Oh yes~! Thanks god for your help and thanks her mum for not buying dinner for her. So that she can stay longer with me... I mean with us" And of cos, after dinner we went home... Sad to say, happy hours always end early...

And now, I always tried to msg her almost daily... Askign her questions about her work, health, etc etc... Hope she won't get angry or felt annoying over this matter...

Getting more and more interested in photography but seems like I had difficultly in taking photos as my mine isn't imaginative or creative enough to bring out what I want it so... As I have taken up photography as part of my Gems. I was wondering that is this Gems going to enlighten my knowledge on photography or making my life more difficult... Hopefully it is the 1st answer...

BUT MORE IMPORTANT THING IS... HOPE SHE ACCEPT ME ASAP....
just in my dream.

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