Tuesday, October 24, 2006

What's wrong with me?

Things not right recently... am i giving up so easily or decide to make a change? seem like coward guy looking for better one?

a weakling guy... been trying to talk to her but seem quiet hard to do so... and she always tried to avoid talking to me in front of public... i wonder is she trying avoid me as she sense something not right? if this is the reason, i can stop whatever things i had done... anyway recently had stop messaging her for quiet sometime... really cant find chances or she didnt giving me chances at all... although chances are given to those who aware that is a chance for them... i tried my best and only able to find a few chances but cant grab the opportunity to tell her how i feel towards her... *sign*

is it really hard to express oneself feeling towards the one u like? is chance and opportunity so hard to grab? i feel like life is so miserable... colourless life is getting bored day after day...

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